this third episode underwent a lot of changes while i was pulling it together. it started as a kind of "dungeon" mix (that's a concept i'd revisit the following week). however, i realized a lot of songs i wanted to include focused on physical bodies -- their functions, boundaries, and statuses within medicine and other systems. physical desire also comes up in a way that felt relevant. so i cribbed the title from throbbing gristle's last studio album and fashioned this as an installment in which the listener moves through a body while they listen. it may not be a linear path from outside to in, but i felt a change here from experiencing explicitly physical manifestations of bodies to something more metaphysical and existential. there's a darkness lurking throughout this mix, and this week's show moves into some noisier territory. i think there's also a dash of real beauty here and there. simultaneously, maybe.
i can never decide whether it's better if i write zero words about something like this or a thousand but i fear my impulses result in overwriting, so imma shut up.
one last thing, though: like in the previous episode, i recorded somewhat detailed voice breaks for this show. unlike the previous week, though, i recorded them away from home, into my phone, thinking this would curb my perfectionism (stress), make the process more fun (less anxiety-inducing). it was sorta fun. it wasn't less stressful. i still recorded everything a jillion and one times. i kinda like what came out of the process, though, messiness and all.
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i can never decide whether it's better if i write zero words about something like this or a thousand but i fear my impulses result in overwriting, so imma shut up.
one last thing, though: like in the previous episode, i recorded somewhat detailed voice breaks for this show. unlike the previous week, though, i recorded them away from home, into my phone, thinking this would curb my perfectionism (stress), make the process more fun (less anxiety-inducing). it was sorta fun. it wasn't less stressful. i still recorded everything a jillion and one times. i kinda like what came out of the process, though, messiness and all.
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B Untitled (Edit)
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Anthony Child
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Boys, Schools Showers & Swimming Pools
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00:00
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Track 05
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Sissy Spacek
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Sissy Spacek
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01:07
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Splinter
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British Murder Boys
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Fist / Splinter
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01:12
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Ruin Radio E3 Voice Break 1
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The Hamburglar Lady
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Ruin Radio
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04:08
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Primitive Struggle
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Pharmakon
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Bestial Burden
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06:39
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Internal Bleeding
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SPK
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Leichenshrei
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08:45
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B2 Untitled (Edit)
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O/V
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Killing European Sons
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10:31
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His Body Was A Playground For The Nazi Elite
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Sickness of Snakes
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Unnatural History: Compilation Tracks Compiled
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11:31
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Operatie
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Kapotte Muziek
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Bloc Opératoire N˚ 1
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14:56
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Hole In The Heart
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Ramleh
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Hole in the Heart
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17:54
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Ruin Radio E3 Voice Break 2
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The Hamburglar Lady
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Ruin Radio
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21:46
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Exploded Cabbage Brain
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Zanoisect
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Cabbage Part 1 (Compilation)
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23:17
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Black & Gay Fantasy
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Craniopagus
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Total Gape (Compilation)
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24:34
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Buzz Saw
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Xiu Xiu
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The Air Force
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29:35
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ごみ（Prey）
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剤電／zaiden
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光リ（Pray With Me）
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32:37
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Remove The Inside
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Belong
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October Language
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35:40
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Ruin Radio E3 Voice Break 3
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The Hamburglar Lady
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Ruin Radio
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41:37
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Medicine (Edit)
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Throbbing Gristle
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Journey Through a Body
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43:03
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Coma / Fantasy
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I Am a Lake of Burning Orchids
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Innocence
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57:18
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